Say All I Need

OneRepublic – Say (All I Need)

Do you know where your heart is?
Do you think you can find it?
Or did you trade it for something, somewhere, better just to have it?
Do you know where your love is?
Do you think that you lost it?
You felt it so strong but nothing’s, turned out how you want it

Well bless my soul
You’re a lonely soul
‘Couse you won’t let go, of anything you hold
“Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head”

Do you know what your fate is?
And now you’re trying to shake it?
You’re doing youre best dance, your best look
You’re praying that you’ll make it

Well bless my soul
You’re a lonely soul
‘Couse you won’t let go, of anything you hold
“Well, all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head
Say all I need is the air I breathe and a place to rest my head”

Do you think I can find it?
Do you think you can find it?
Do you think you can find it, better than you had it?

“Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head
Say all I need, is the air I breathe, and a place, to rest my head”

Do you know where the end is?
Do you think you can see it?
Well, until you get there, go on, go ahead and scream it
Just say…

Suffocated

One of those rare times I can sit at home and just stone.

Because I didn’t go for sandcastle training due to fatique (MC!!!) and everyone is not home so I can’t do MOM surveys.

Everyone makes mistakes sometime right?

I’m packed for the whole of next week again. Back to work at TCC for four days – Mon, Wed, Thur, Fri. They actually wanted to put me on Sat too, but I want to go to sandcastle training! So I’m not working on Sat!

And SOS next week would be full day sales again on Tue, and then sandcastle training on Sat.

So, isn’t it worse than having school?! But thank goodness now my TCC timings are evening slots, so I can have my sleeeeep and I can watch soccer on SUNDAY wheeeee.

But MOM is killing me seriously. I don’t know how I’m going to catch up with the quota. =/

Oh yeah THANKS to everyone who donated yesterday and the day before at Orchard sales – esp to Debbie, Hilda and Tiffany who donated 3 times (!!!), Huiwen, and Daniel, Qingyuan and Benny for coming down!! Hung out with the 3 crappy guys yesterday after sales.. but they were really nice to buy me drink and fries lurh, haha. OK I’ll treat you guys soon ok Lulu?? Haha, and shucks I can’t believe Turkey got through instead of Croatia =/

Thurs Sales was pretty fun with Yunjing, Seekit, Xander and Minli.. we had best sales that day! Haha but Fri was quite the otherwise, but nevertheless this is all for a good cause and made a few new friends like Yee Chen, Caroline, Amy and Yansin (:

And the crazy bidding is starting soon!! 7th July. Very scary stuff. I hope I get good profs like my Korea BSM profs!! (: Got back our result for Korea BSM already, I’m pretty satisfied with my A- because we didn’t do much during the trip either. Only pia-ed for our report which got an A! (: Hope can keep up this pace with my other modules.. I can’t imagine when school starts seriously………

I wanna go Bellagio. It’s so beautiful.

Courtesy of this blog. (: How can one not believe there’s a God after witnessing this amazing masterpiece??

whiz, whizzing, whizzed.

Time is whizzing past. Especially when everyday is packed with activities. It’s already going to be Thursday! =/

So. I’ve worked two crazy days at TCC already. My colleagues are quite a fun and crappy bunch, but F&B is stressful! I guess I’m just not used to it yet.. I have a feeling I may die on Friday and Saturday urgh.

Had mentoring dinner yesterday evening. It was HILARIOUS. I think the new exco will continually be laughing throughout our meetings. But it was quite fruitful! Made decisions, discussed about future plans.. I really hope that mentoring will become a much more recognized and appreciated cca in S/MU; that shall be my “vision” for mentoring muahah.

And MOM job officially started today.

The littlest things can make me smile.

Anyway completed 9 telephone interviews today evening. Super chiong today because I know I won’t have enough time the next 3 days to do the callings ‘cos of TCC. And Muimui and I just realized today how crazily packed and overload our holidays will be. She and her thrice a week sailings and piano lessons; and me with SOS and tuition.. plus our two crazy part-time jobs.

We can be superwomen already.

p/s. Spain rockeddd last night. Torres! Fabregas! But Russia played well too. Good game! Now for tonight’s match: Portugal vs Czech!

It is well with my soul

When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blessed assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.

It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.

Words by Horatio G. Spafford, 1873

The words to this hymn was written after two major traumas in Spafford’s life. The first was the Great Chicago Fire of October 1871, which ruined him financially. Shortly after, while crossing the Atlantic, all four of Spafford’s daughters died in a collision with another ship. Spafford’s wife Anna survived and sent him the now famous telegram: “SAVED ALONE.” Several weeks later, as Spafford’s own ship passed near the spot where his daughters died, he was inspired to write these words.

When we sang this song during service today, I could not help but cry. Imagine going through two great traumas including having to face the death of his four daughters, and still being able to write “It is well with my soul”, what more can I say with my trivial problems? I should be ashamed of myself for complaining.

I predict that I may die next week.

FINALLY. Korea BSM Report is DONE!!! And my Learning Journal as well! So, Korea BSM course is finally OVER. OMG. Such a huge relief. But kinda worried about how Prof will grade us. Hopes he will be lenient! =/

Anyway the reason for my entry title is because,

I’m working 5 days for TCC next week, and I start MOM job officially next Wednesday, my only free day from TCC other than Sunday!! Can I just kill myself. Plus my TCC boutique (as they call it) is super QC (quality control)!!! And how to do 7 calls per day for next week with my roster like that?! Stress!!

And I also need to squeeze in one tuition job into one of the weekday mornings. With all my days burnt from TCC and MOM, how to?!

I also want to go for the Y/MCA screening of Get Smart on 16 June. But I need to go with someone whom I know right?? LOL. And I need to make that day free from TCC or MOM too.

OH not forgetting Project SOS. Now I can’t go for next week’s sales session because of work. Oh no…

Don’t care!! I’m going to appeal for 3 day a week for the next few weeks for TCC! I’m just a PART-TIMER. The hours they are assigning me now is like a full-timer gosh. I’m very clear what a full or part-timer is because of the MOM labour surveyor job. I’m working like 40hours a week now lurh. Hmph. Or did they mistake me for a full-timer?! Ok, I’m going to clarify with my supervisor on Monday.

Shucks I’m rambling. Oh well, better hurry enjoy my free time now before its gone.

Trainings, jelly cakes and nature walks

Y Nature Walk was fun! Although a ‘lil short. I was photographer again, haha. Seems like ever since I was photographer for Dec ‘07 Y Camp Challenge, I’m stuck at that role. But nevertheless, I was so happy and excited to see familiar peeps from Y Camp! Miss them so much. And surprised to see some SM/U peeps whom I know who went for the walk too (: Wah zhen hao xin!! But I’m really glad I joined Uni-Y and YMCA. At least now my life has more meaning than simply studies and work. Too bad I’m really busy working this June and July, or else I’d join June ‘08 Y Camp. Never mind! There’s always December’s. (: When Eileen saw me today, she bombed me with questions because I didn’t reply her emails about the camp.. I’m so sorry!! =x But she’s still as bubbly as ever. Enjoy your Korea trip in July!!!

And the pictures above are of the JELLY CAKES that Hoying and I baked at my house on Friday! LOL. Do they look appetizing? But the jelly was quite a flop ‘cos it didn’t stick to the cakes as it should. But the cakes are delicious! (Without the jelly and coconut that is, haha)

Hmm the taste turned out quite subjective. My bro said it was nice, Hoying’s dad said it was so-so, and her bro said it doesn’t taste like anything he has eaten before. So in conclusion, there’s no clear verdict. LOL.

Anyway last Wed and Thur was packed with MOM trainings. And there’ll be TCC training next Tue, and MOM Cati training next Wed. And Wed evening we’re having steamboat yum! But urgh, why so many trainings!!! And there’s Korea BSM report and learning journal to worry about too. Oh no… deadline’s next Saturday! =/

Oh yah, if you guys are interested, you can see more photos of my Korea BSM trip here. Enjoy!

Korea Love!

Yay I’m meeting with the Korea BSM gang tomorrow for dinner! And hopefully Wendy and Lydia for lunch